The missing you is strong today. It started yesterday, to be honest. I came home from the rheumatologist and felt this stupid longing to see your face. I was out of sorts - tired and frustrated. I just didn't want to feel that anymore. I was out of sorts for loving you. I was out … Continue reading The Missing You is Strong Today
My 45th birthday is ten-days away. Last weekend, I worked on booking a birthday trip and never went through with it. I couldn't make up my mind and eventually the weirdness of this last year took over and I couldn't get past this one issue. It's a big one. Nonetheless, I just couldn't get past … Continue reading Road Trips, Birthdays, & Wasting Time
There are things I would like to do with you. I couldn't list them all here. I shouldn't list them all here. But here are fourteen, from the random places in my heart & mind - while I wait {every so impatiently}. Hurry up.1. I would like to kiss you. As much as possible. As … Continue reading Things I Would Like to do With You
“The cure for anything is salt water: sweat, tears, or the sea.” ~ Isak Dinesen I am not ashamed that therapy is a thing I’ve needed since March of last year. It’s self-care. I think more people should go. But sometimes therapy comes in the form of Vitamin D, salt air, & sea breezes. So … Continue reading The Cure for Anything
Here's what I'm listening to this week. In many ways, this has been a hard week. But it's also a good week. It was one I needed to make more changes and push me further in the right direction. There's a whole wide world out there, friends. And there's a lot left for me to … Continue reading What I’m Listening To . . .
The cat is out of the bag. I don't need to hide it anymore. My employer knows that later this summer, I will begin moving on to the next phase of my life. While I actually wanted to do it sooner, I let some things get in the way and then it seemed to be … Continue reading Dreaming About What Comes Next
Searching for safetyIt escaped me for so long.I found you -You aren't safe.But you were my safetyIn a storm I didn't know I'd walk into.In another storm, I longto be yours.
