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“Where’d Who Go?”

You win the Expert Movie Quote Guesser Award if you know what movie the title of this post, comes from. “Remember boys, no points for second place” {same movie}. And using our friend Google doesn’t count.

But I digress. Where’d I go? I don’t even know where to begin so I won’t go back in time. Honestly, I don’t even know anymore. But it got me here. In a way, I might be five years down a rabbit hole. And where am I now? Sick {literally} and hoping desperately that I’m turning a corner – physically and spiritually.

Tonight I go in for an MRI because of a mass on my liver. Let’s just say I’m trying to convince myself it’s out of an abundance of caution. But there’s always this nagging “what if.” And then next week, on the 10th, I’m going in for a stress test because of some chest pain.

Meanwhile, there’s some other stuff going on. What it brings me to is that I have stressed myself here. I’m working on getting myself out. The writing is good {the fiction that is}. But the living has not been good. I have not been living as I want to live.

How many times do we watch as time passes, wishing we could do things differently? Well, now is that time for me.

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